My Lap is Overflowing

I feel like my lap (or is that plate) is too full. I took the truck to have the front end aligned. Take endless calls from bill collectors. Don't have the money to pay them. Am being threatened with being taken to court and having a lien put on the house. Just can't cope with all this CRAP. Plus it is cold cold outside. We had snow flurries this morning and sleet this afternoon. Supposed to have more Saturday. Gonna have to go tomorrow and get more dog food. They are eating so much because of the cold. Poor guys. They need the extra calories to generate warmth. I am so tired of listening to people telling me I have to pay bills. Called social security again and they dropped the ball. Didn't send me the letter for his money from November due December. So will get them in a few days and try to fill them out and return them. I really was hoping for that money. But guess I don't need it yet. Had to turn the thermostat up to 62 from 60. I was freezing. My jonquils are up 5 to 6 inches in the front yard. I hope they survive. The neighbors are up too so I have hope. Maybe tomorrow will be better just not worse please.O.O